Life is crazy scary

So this past week was spring break. My last spring break of my life. How crazy is that! Anyway, I spent it up in Albuquerque looking for jobs and hanging out with some of my favorit people in the entire world. It had its moments, both good and bad, but now that I am looking back on it I can see how much God truly is in control and its scary as poop! When I got back earlier this week I basically had this conclusion: When I get back from San Diego, I will be both homeless and jobless on the other side of the country. Boom. How terrifying is that? At the time, it was awful. I sent out tons of texts and posted stuff to Facebook asking for some prayer because I was so stressed out over the fact that I have no idea what the heck I will be doing in less than 6 months from now. That being said and reflecting on it, I realized how awesome of an opportunity this is for God. Think about it, I am completely open. No job, no place to live, only a hint of where I am going to be living. Sounds like I am going to get wrecked if you ask me, in a good way.

What I want to do is be open to what God wants for me and how I can serve him. If you could, sometime if you think about it throughout the next 6 months is lift that up in prayer for me. All I want is to be a "man after God's own heart" starting right here right now and continuing until I get to home and meet Him in person. To be completely honest that scares the hell outta me. But I know that God has me, He always has and always will. I just have to quit worrying so much about it.

Thats where I am right now. Exposed and terrified of whats to come and knowing that what ever it is, it will be for God's glory.

Love,

Chris


Ps. I am about 1/3 of the way supported for this summer. If you feel lead to help support me on my mission project to San Diego this summer please send me a message on Facebook or email me at chriswall.ministry.team@gmail.com to get more information!